"I wasn’t lucky enough to have ever found what I wanted to do. Don’t get me wrong— I did nicely. But I never found my passion."
it’s just occurring to me now how much i have due for finals and how little i have done and I have no way of finishing everything on time I’m going to lose my shit why am I drunkenly realizing all this at 4 am holy shit I’m the worst
I wanna be ilana and not give a fuck about anything in the world but instead I am myself and I give lots of fucks and am sad
in which caitlin once again sits in her room at 3 am eating frosted flakes and preparing to hate herself for it the next morning
I don’t have permanent bitch resting face I have permanent :///// resting face
the staged reading of the show I’ve been working on that’s happening tomorrow is so exciting!!! and no one is going to come literally nobody who I want to be there will be there except my dad and he’s only coming bc I’m his daughter but I’m excited anyway. I wish more people were interested in it but. okay. idk. it’s important to me I guess. I’m excited it’s really cool I might get to direct these people in this show I’m so so excited to be making things!
i looked so cute like an hour and a half ago when i posted those pictures hope we all appreciated
iiiii wanttttt bangsssss
(like real bangs not sideways scene bangs but I was improvising)
I feel gr8 in this shirt I need to find a boy to have sex with
I rly can’t tell if I love or hate my body and it totally changes from day to day but I feel cute right now and also kind of like a weird lumpy alien. but like a cute one.